sometimes i will ask myself what am i good at? everyone would definitely like to be good at something. i cant think of what im good at, seriously.
things isn't going very well for me. many unhappy things made me start thinking of things. it really made my mood very down. i wanna be the happy girl that i used to be, but can i? can i really go back to where im used to be? i tried to smile. i smile to my family, my friends, cause i dont want them to be worried for me. how long can my smile last? i hope 1 day my smile will not be hiding. i hope 1 day i will smile without any sadness. i really hope that will happen 1 day
