yesterday went kbox with mei kei, pui cheng and min hui. had lots of fun there. haha. the last real enjoyment before the main exam starts.
haix. seriously i dont know what to do to let you have your real smile. its been a long time since i last heard your laughter. i cant even remember it. those that i can't do can make you smile. but those that i can do can't make you smile. i felt very useless. haix. there is really nothing that i can do. i really dont know how to make you smile. can you please tell me? i really felt very useless.
i wanted to cry whenever i saw you being so sad. but i tried not to cry. i told myself i must be strong. but when i dont cry out, the feeling really sucks. i really dont know what can i do. how is my life going to be. i really hate all these. i really dont know how to handle this. i felt so weak. im weak cause im so helpless. i cant help anything. i really dont know what i should do. T.T
