Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Happy Birthday Louise!!!
today celebrated louise's birthday. had lots of fun. made her embarrased. and made her happy after that. haha. we went to kbox then super high. high until i no voice. -_- haha. but lots of fun. hope louise like it.
after exams feel very relax le. so happy. but i already know i confirm taking carc supp paper.
tmr meeting pamela. omg. so happy lar. i miss her like what lar. i dont mind travelling very very far just to meet her. cause i simply just love her too much lar. and nothing can change this fact. haha. =D
tired. cause today too high le. haha.
6:59 AM <3
Saturday, August 22, 2009
yesterday was fbis exam. and i guess i need to prepare for the supp paper le. haix. then after paper celebraed yi jun birthday then went home. then felt very sick. hand very warm but no fever. then head very heavy. pain and giddy.
then today never go work cause still feel quite sick. but never study much. what am i doing? im suppose to study. haix.
tmr got to make full use of my free time. i cant waste anymore time. i got to do well for cmaths and carc. i got to work hard for this few days and not lazy. i admit im super lazy. but im trying to change. i hope i can change this bad habit of mine.
keep feeling sick, made my mum so worried. haix. got to blame my body for being so useless. wanting to be a very healty girl. but it seems like i am always sick. i got to build up a strong body.
anyway got to sleep soon le. tmr got work. shall bring my stuff there to study during my free time ba. left 2 more papers and i know i can do it!!(hopefully)
7:32 AM <3
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
trying very hard to study and remember everything. hope that my brain memory is big enough to store everything. although everytime also not big enough. but hopefully now it is big enough.
lol. study too much carc le. talking about memory. lol.
some things are still in my head when im studying. but im trying to clear it away. anyway. good luck to people who are taking their exams. and good luck to myself too. =D
12:14 AM <3
Monday, August 17, 2009
probably i should listen to what louise told me. i thought for what she had said for awhile and i think that its true. and i have already 踏出第一步.
anyways, exam coming le. need to chiong already. hopefully everything will go well. =D
5:41 AM <3
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
so sad, so stress. haix. but at least i guess someone knows how i feel. at least better than no one knows how i feel.
but i got to cheer up. i know i got to. if not many people will be worried for me. cant let them worry. im trying to smile as much as i can. and i must.
after main exam got a very long break. good. can at least rest abit. got panda eyes le. T.T i dont like panda eyes. got to work extra hard. cant play games for now. nothing, only study. jiayou jiayou.!!
8:49 AM <3
Sunday, August 9, 2009
谢谢大家的关心，我会尽量振作起来的。
还有，新加坡生日快乐！！！哈哈。
today the whole day stayed at home. nothing do. got to do my tutorials soon. study study. after exam is gonna be holiday!! =D
1:01 AM <3
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
我真没用。一直告诉自己不能在妈妈面前哭，但是眼泪不停使唤。我不想让她担心，但我知道她已经担心我了。因为她看到我掉眼泪。她问我发生什么事，我说没事，但笨蛋也能看得出有事。
眼泪呀眼泪，你怎么这么不听话呢？真是的。都叫你不能掉下来了，怎么还忍不住呢？我连一个最基本的不让妈妈担心都做不到，我还怎么算是一个好女儿呢？
8:18 AM <3
im totally stress!!!!!!!!!!!!! too many things in my head. too many le. too many till i cannot handle it anymore. i tried very hard to be very cheerful infront of my friends. but i dont know how long more i can endure. seriously.
i have been wondering why am i in this world. im so tired of everything. everything. i hate this feeling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
这一切真的让我好累。周围的空气都闷闷的。让我很难呼吸。这种感觉很不好受，很辛苦。我的烦恼都能堆成一座山。很高，很高的山。我多么的努力都没有用。因为我一直做不好。我真的很恨我自己！！！别人能做的事为何我不能做呢？我知道世上没有不可能的事，但我必须付出双倍的努力。就算我肯，时间肯吗？难道要我不眠不休吗？
我累了，我真的累了。对一切的事情都累了。
还记得以前，我是一个很开心的女生。就算遇到什么问题都难不倒我。但现在就不行了。就算是一点点的事，我也受不了。小事情我都会当作大事情。我也不知道为什么会变成这样。我已经不像以前那个快乐的我了。
如果我有跟你们讲话时语气不好，请你们多多包容我。我先向你们道歉。对不起。
5:32 AM <3
Saturday, August 1, 2009
today went to kbox with mei kei. sadly to say, today both of us cant hit the high pitch of the songs. but anyway, i still enjoyed it. haha.
then went to TM popular to collect S.H.E' 爱的3温暖 book. read only less than 1/4. but the book is really nice. they talked about them and their family. they wrote of things we never knew. this book made us know more of them. and its really nice. i really recommend this book. it is not because im their fan then i recommend but i find that for people who wants to know more of S.H.E, they should actually buy this book. it consist of more than 200 pages. there are alot of things written in there. very nice.
got to do my WDS project le. haix. but i dont know how to continue. dont know how to do. haix. need help on WDS.
now watching 败犬女王.watch until a sad part and i almost cried. going back to watch TV le. =D
6:45 AM <3
