im totally stress!!!!!!!!!!!!! too many things in my head. too many le. too many till i cannot handle it anymore. i tried very hard to be very cheerful infront of my friends. but i dont know how long more i can endure. seriously.
i have been wondering why am i in this world. im so tired of everything. everything. i hate this feeling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!