today early in the morning pearlyn come talk to me bout ... anyway i juz hope tt this ... will quickly end because i find tt dere is no point talking to it as im not referring to elvina.. im saying about other ppl but anyway dey think i writing out her den i oso gt nth to say cuz im nt talking bout her.. i dun wan to quarrel wif anybody especially on this kind of case.. im not trying to offend anybody.. elvina and pearlyn- im really not trying to offend u all or wad but im really not talking bout elvina so i dun see e point of quarelling bout this.. im nt becuz scared gt trouble den lyk tt say de but i juz dun wan to quarrel over this matter when it is not my fault if u all think tt it is my fault.. wadeva it is.. n tmr is something tt i hv to face le.. im really very afraid but i noe i hv to face it but im juz too scared.. tears juz roll down n i oso duno y it roll down so randomly becuz im nt in e crying mood.. wadeva it is n i duno wad im writing nw becuz it seems abit no sense.. hahax.. thx to hui qin for teaching me hw to face tmr.. hahax.. i will rmb tt de.. to all my sisters- i will try to face it becuz i noe u girls will b dere for me.. i will try my very best to face it i promise..